Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 10:32 PM
Yseriously feel dat i cannot trust anyone haii its true dat wad u all said.. u all said u all cant trust anyone and all dat yea i feel it too i cant trust anyone with my troubles.. last time i used to tell me troubles to amanda yea bt after u ignored me i told no one of my troubles u noe y? cus no one cares.. even if i tell them they wun comfort me or wad and its fcking irritating when u tell ppl ur problems and den juz reply a one word answer its seriously irritating. nw although amanda has tok to me bt i still didnt tell u my problems cus i dun trust u as much as i trusted u last time.. if u can once ignore me cus of him.. how sure can i be dat u wun do it the 2nd time the 3rd time? i really dun dare to tell u any of my problems alr.. and i didnt asked u to tok to me.. i juz wanted u to understand me.. i wan u to noe wad u did is really unfair... and even when dat time i asked u.. u lied again.. haii i realise the person i can trust the most is jamie and jenny although sumtimes their attitude sux bt they are really the ones i can trust the most.. i really hate the world being so unfair the life being such a sucky ting everyting seriously sux.. and its true so wad if u got happiness bt hve no one to share it with its nothing bt a piece of trash..
and in a relationship.. if no acknowledgement is done.. its nothing bt a name.. it has no meaning in it.. when u say tings.. do u mean it? or do u say for the sake of saying it.. when u say sumting.. mean it.. dun juz say for fun.. when theres sumting in ur mind juz say it out dun keep it inside.. it does no gd.. and xinyi ur sumtimes making me confuse too... i really muz remind myself.. i love ruijun and nt anyone else.. ruijun is my one and only and i love her wholeheartedly..
with love! :D